Developed a temperature yesterday and spent the entire day asleep except to wake up and hydrate. Leaking/seeping from part of my stomach through every t-shirt and blanket I put on to avoid the chills, which is impossible because I’m sweating so much when I’m asleep I’m scared of drowning. Every time I cough it hurts all the way through my stomach, which is not a fun feeling. Meeting with the surgeon tomorrow morning, early, while dosing myself with oxy’s and cough meds.
You know I’ve been dealing with some hardcore medical stuff now daily for four years and I’ll be honest, I’m fucking sick of it.